Accepting the idea of divine entities existing in a realm beyond our world is one aspect, but engaging with them poses a distinct challenge, particularly for someone with an atheistic, materialistic background. The Abrahamic god, residing in Heaven, the sky, or in elusive, intangible forms, remains beyond our direct perception. The rationale behind this elusiveness lies in the belief that the divine transcends human understanding, being greater and more incomprehensible than the created world. Biblical narratives illustrate instances where individuals, now recognized as prophets, briefly glimpsed the appearance of God, always shrouded in divine light, flames, and the wings of angels. For my newfound acceptance of religion to coexist without causing cognitive dissonance, it became imperative to reconcile how I could affirm the reality of science while simultaneously acknowledging the existence of not just one, but a multitude of otherworldly beings.
Nerdy Debates
The Christian God, it seems, veils Himself in a shroud of mystery, occasionally revealing fragments of His nature and divine plan. The Bible serves as a repository of these revelations, offering glimpses into His preferences, such as the narratives of Cain and Abel, Abraham's sacrifice, and the meticulous measurements of His temple. As Christianity unfolded, adherents claimed an intricate understanding of Jesus' nature within the Trinity, drawing their conclusions from scriptural interpretations. The historical rifts within the Church, including the Great Schism, stemmed from disagreements over the precise relationships between the divine persons, showcasing a level of certainty that contrasts with the inherent mystery attributed to the divine.
The paradox of God's supposed mysteriousness, and the simultaneous audacity of claiming a comprehensive understanding of His intricate theological nuances, perplexes me. The arrogance displayed within Abrahamic faiths, particularly in matters of divine intricacies, stands in stark contrast to the very mystery that these religions acknowledge. It remains a puzzle to fathom how such a complex and contentious religious framework has given rise to one of the largest faith traditions in human history. Perhaps, in a way, the tendency to engage in theological debates and assert definitive positions on unknowable things is a human inclination, akin to arguing about the number of angels that fit onto the tip of a needle, the strengths of superheroes and if they are truly worthy to lift Mjolnir or not.
The notions of mystery and a stark division between the material world and the divine realm are concepts that I fundamentally reject. If I were to consider a return to religion, the metaphysical framework I would entertain certainly wouldn't resemble the prevalent ideas of veiled mystery and stark separation. I hold the belief that the world, being visible and concrete, should inherently make sense, prompting me to question why the gods, if they exist, wouldn't operate in a similar, tangible manner.
This perspective leans towards a desire for a more palpable connection between the divine and the observable world, where the workings of the gods are not obscured by layers of mystery, but rather intricately interwoven with the tangible aspects of our existence. This approach seeks a more immediate and comprehensible engagement with the divine, fostering a belief that the metaphysical aspects of existence can be integrated seamlessly into the visible fabric of the world.
In response to this rift in my mind, I decided to leap into the unknown. I made a conscious decision to set aside my ego and immerse myself in the act of worship, offering, and prayer. I made my practice less about myself and my understanding, and more about the gods. I believed that by establishing a genuine and reverent relationship with the gods, my understanding of them would gradually crystallize. It was a deliberate step towards embracing the spiritual realm, recognizing that the depth of comprehension often emerges from an earnest and committed engagement with the divine.
Shaping my cult practice around the worship of gods turned out to be a significant and positive stride in my spiritual journey. The multitude of personal revelations I encountered during this period has been truly remarkable. While I choose to disclose certain insights in in this section, it is not my intention to prescribe specific paths for others. I firmly believe that, while the gods are in no way intangible and certainly out there, some creeds of my path should remain unspoken, inviting individuals to embark on their own personal quests for understanding. These sacred revelations, in their essence, are best pursued individually, fostering a sense of personal connection and discovery within the realm of the divine.
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